*sqqqqqquuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*


Yup, that's what I am like today. Jumping up and down with joy. The reason? None! Life's still the same, very blah. Thus, the very emo-tastic previous posts. All that doesn't matter, coz right I'm happpppppppppyyyyyyy :D

Yes, I'm the weirdo who has bouts of happiness for no apparent reason :D

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Normality

The following text is entirely fictional. Resemblance to any person living or dead is purely coincidental. :)

She stood there waiting for the bus. The cold was hurting her fingers as she clenched the grocery bags. She looked up and that's when she saw it. "Come visit us in sunny Florida", it read. She smiled, thinking of him. He was so happy that day, that beautiful sunny day.

"Babe, I got the job, I got the job ! It's in Daytona Beach." Her heart dropped. That's half the world away. She put on a brave smile and said, "Congratulations honey, you deserve it." She held on to him, for support, as if it were farewell already. He whispered into her ear, "Come with me, we'll see the world together." She stared back, he knew those empty eyes would never make false promises. He knew, she knew, it was the beginning of an end.

She's back home now, trying to settle in to the warmth of the house. A child is crying in the flat nearby, a dinner being cooked, a family sitting together for prime time television. "Why is it so messy?" she hears an angry voice. She sighs, he's home early tonight. She goes to the kitchen to clean up, stares out at the blinking city lights. "Come with me..." she hears the whisper, "we'll see the world together."

She shuts her eyes, for that one moment she misses him and lets the silent tears roll down.

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Coz I likey Tigers...a LOT!


more animals

especially white Tigers

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Broken

The following text is entirely fictional. Resemblance to any person living or dead is purely coincidental. I condemn any sort of violence, specially domestic violence. :)

She spits blood on the dirty sink. Looks up and stares into the mirror, only to find a shadow of her previous self. Scars will heal she tells herself. Tears roll down her cheek.
With a loud bang, he opens the door. She looks down, shuts her eyes and whispers, "I love you." He raises his hand for the final blow.
She lies in a pool of blood and dirt. A freak accident they say, a tragedy. Only she knew.

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And they say that a hero could save us, I'm not gonna stand here and wait...

- Hero, Nickelback



Someone recently told me, that talking to me is like talking to a wall! I'll admit I have never been so hurt. I am a very emotional and over sensitive person. If you tell me something, I WILL TAKE IT PERSONALLY.

I'm beginning to think maybe letting people in your life is actually not a good idea. I know I was happier when I didn't pour my heart out. Bottling up is a better option.

Someone told me love will ALL save us.
But how can that be, look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling
That world never came
- Hero, Nickelback.

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I'm at it again...

First some awesome news...I got a job! yayayayayay! It's temporary but I'm so goddamn looking forward to working again. All the laziness and sitting at home WAS getting to me.

Anyhow, I was looking for a new blog template again! To be honest I wasn't really fond of my previous one. It had two things I hated the most- the colour brown and hearts! Yuck !

I recently stumbled upon a blog whose design I realllly loved. So I asked someone who knew the author to ask about which site to use for templates. She didn't know where she got it from, maybe she was being honest, but I was really gutted. For someone (me) being obsessed with her bloggie, I knew what it takes to add new templates and blah de blah. I was not entirely convinced of the "I don't know truth"

Anyhow, since I do have an obsessive compulsive disorder (!!!!!) mixed with extreme stubborness, I knew I had to get the bloggie template site. After a lot of searching I found it, woohoo ! And this is the template I fell in love with. Someone told me this template looks it's for a "recipe blog" but meh, I don't care. I love flowers!!! Plus, Mr. Schitt thinks it's cool too, so yay!! I've lost my damn Nav Bar again, but I don't really care this time. I really hope this doesn't mess up after a while, not showing images and all.

I'm happy for now, and going back to Gimping. I'm obsessed with working on photos. I really need Photoshop. But I think Gimp is a good alternative. I just need to learn how to combine two pictures.

Click here, for more bloggie templates.

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Personality Test

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||| 26% Stability |||| 18% Orderliness |||||||||||| 50% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 66% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Intellectual |||||||||||| 42% Mystical |||||| 30% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||||||||||| 56% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Materialism |||||||||||| 43% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50% Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63% Humanitarian |||||||||||| 50% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56% Need to dominate |||| 16% Romantic |||||||||||| 43% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63% Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76% Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43% Family drive |||||||||||||| 56% Physical Fitness || % Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63% Honor |||||||||| 36% Thriftiness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%

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Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual

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Put your pants* where they belong!

I don't get it, is it supposed to be sexy? Showing your pants like that. I'm pretty grossed out. And it's all these boys doing it. Is it like a young people thing that I'm too bloody old to understand? I don't find it sexy. Showing of like a tad bit, is hot. Showing your entire boxers or in some cases your butt crack is soooo not! Same goes for all the girls.

I do LOVE Lil Wayne's hoodie in the picutre above, though. Now that's hot!!

*shakes her head mumbling, "I don't get it, I don't get it!"

Old me :P


*pants refers to underpants *rolls eyes*

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